BACK FOR A NEW YEAR WIF A NEW ME!!!

haha..wat to say..tekong stay is really good..start to adapt le..platoon mate and section mate have finally gel..plan to go for best platoon..provided tat my throat can tahan..shout everyday..pump everyday..run everday..road march oftenl..but when we sing song together is nth to us..gonna set new target new mindset..in army u cant let ppl bully u..u do the shouting and they will follow u..haha..my success in army..of cos family support,frens support,platoon and section mates..and of cos my nine days tekong mate..BEVERLY NG..or rather my long lost princess..haha..since tat day saw her while doin guard duty..we staRT to talk after long long time..haha..we encourage each other and sms almost every night..now she left tekong le..but soon she going to report to her unit in navy..haha..but i am sure will continue sms..haha..mayb she is the only gal among my frens tat understand how SAF work bah..it really diff and require lot of discipline..haha..2 times of 4km road march..somemore to come..hopefully can pass thru my 24km road march..walk for 1 day 1 night..up comin is field camp..execited..haha

haha..wat to say..arsenal despite draw but thanks to diver ronaldo..man u lose..so 2 pts clear..top table at e end of tis year..man u stop dreaming man..tittle is comin back to north london..haha..tis book out..is very happy..i dun know y..haha

ok..tat all..cant say much abt army life..but kind of like it le..haha..slping soon..mayb meetin my princess later..see her nephew bah..haha..planning for tml..goodnights dudes..smilex..hehehe..


WHEN THE COLD WINDS BLOW AND I MISS U SO..

LONELY LONELY CHIRSTMAS!!

haha..today eve of chirstmas..and wat i am doin..preparing myself to book in later..sad..afternoon mabel still ask me go countdown..hais..so sian..lonely sia..guard duty wif my buddy on chirstmas..oh gosh..how i wish..anyway went beach road wif ping and my buddies..bought quite a number of things..also contribute my pay to them..the quality is lousy la..earn so much money sia..haven have a good meal after crystal jade..but no choice..i wan to fighting fit..haha..nah..talk is cheap..must prove myself wrong..january going field camp le..hopefully i can survive..haha..left not much time left..jus wanna say..all of u pls spend ur chirstmas wisely and enjoy urself bah..and is another lonely chirstmas..haha..

ok man..end here..wish u all a merry chirstmas..hope tat santa can give me a special gift..haha..

I WISH I WONDER I HOPE

BRING ME TO LIFE!!!!

ENJOYED!!!!!!!

haha..today morning went tpy de crystal jade for breakfast wif family..den after tat shop ard tpy..den go home pes wif jie fu..den afternoon sis say wanna get me and bro chirstmas gift..so we went to vivocity..haha..shop ard lo..den saw tis big and thick arsenal jiu ask sis to buy le..very fast ar..den also wanted to buy a nike watch de..cos my pay come le ma..so happy..but is 179 and now dun use it often..so i tink next time den buy..save more $$$ first..have been controlling my diet recently..haha..no sweet thing nor fried food..btw arsenal won the london derby again..haha..still top table..no fear..tml morning no jog but got soccer wif jiefu..haha..so today mus rest early..overall..i enjoy my day today..soon monday coming..goin to leave tis cruel land and to a unfamilar island..hope i can survive..haha

I JUS WANNA KNOW WHO I AM..WAT AM I GONNA DO!!!!!!!

jus came back from sis house for mahjong session..been long time since i got a hand in it..haha..tml or rather later..goin to crystal jade wif family..to somehow celebrate bah..haha..but i need to control..cant eat too much..den tml meeting my buddies to go beach road and buy ns stuffs..haha..as for now they are the one who is motivating me in army life..so lucky to have them..they come from diff background but we r so unite as usual most of them is man u and liverpool..but great thing is got one arsenal in my room..haha..so glad..tml also must come home early to watch arsenal v spurs..north london derby..sure got fight and nice de..cant miss it

today slp late but wake up early..dun know y..ever since i back..i feel tat something is missin or not rite..i dun know y..spend my whole afternoon and tink about it..i dun know wat should i do and wat should i not..but now my aim jus wanna keep myself fit..goin to train more and more..force me til my limit..last time watever i do i tend to give up halfway..i wanna change..i cant let the world change neither i have the power to change the world..i jus wanna know y am i here for..there is too much things i dun know..but i am sure tat i jus wanna keep fit


I DUN WANNA MISS A THING
STAND STRONG AND FIGHT!!!

BACK FROM REALITY

wat to say..first book out..happy,sad,excited..mixed feelings i should say..number 1 thing lost all my once have freedom..2 weeks can be very long is u dun have the right mentalilty..i tink i have it bah..manage to pass my 2 weeks well..seeing arsenal lose is not alway a good thing but winning of chelsea is the reason to be happy..afterall tis time round i tink army really do changed ppl bah..somehow i feel tat..u will alway need to stand out and fight back..and not sit quietly and do nth down there..mayb is to also turn my immature tot and stupid thinking to useful and good one bah..u will gain back wat u lose..hopefully tis time round is true for me..i dun wish to go thru the same thing again..haha..


dun wish and dun know wat to say le..jus hope tat 2 years is not jus another 2 years..

GUNNERS WONT GIVE UP
I AM SO I WONT...

THE FINALE!!

today wake up 1 plus..den ate my lunch..den transfer contact to my phone..to a no camera phone lo..den upload songs to my mp3..my bro gave to me de..haha..so good..after tat go and visit sis..den jiu go meet meatball..and nearly e whole day is raining cats and dogs..went there and den go orchard..ate yoshinoya den finally watch dao the tattoist le..in e end it turn up to be a bird show..damn bird la..mayb i dun like tattoo bah..haha..kinda waste of money..but is ok..cos watch wif meatball ma..after tat send her home den jiu come home le..on my way..she sms me say she is crying..by then i also fighting back my tears..tis few days thanks to her for acc me almost everyday..i treasure every moment..i will miss u alot de..


to me e greatest gift is to know you..you can make me smile,cry,angry,happy..no one can do all tis but only you can..i swear i will miss you..take care


2 years,730 days,..here i come..

ONE LAST DAY!!!!

today is very fun..but b4 tat is bore to death..wake up at 1pm..tot meet ping 1.30 but den he say is 2pm..den he also come come late..haha..den slowly go and meet mabel and meatball..den after tat travel to cine..wan watch tatooist but only left front seats...super sad..but at there saw one of the queensway ppl..dun really know her well jus tat she keep seeing me and i jus look at her..den after tat loiter ard orchard like ghosts..den today i eat old chang kee..nice..still drink the super ex but nice de bubble tea..haha..den sit down outside taka de fountain..damn song la..so windy..haha..and i also saw a new WENGER book..gonna buy tat..50 plus..haha..den last stop we at mcafe of lido..sit there and drink coffee..den went to ps..reach ps we were all waiting for pokemon..haha..so lucky la..manage to see pikachu and co.still can name some of them but the new generation de one also i dun know..haha..it has been years..i tink 5 0r 6 years bah..since i am a pikachu fans..haha..den i also test the upapa..damn song la..haha..drumming on ur back..cool..den wait for everyone here den jiu go eat dinner le..swensen..haha..eat the half chicken..and u know wat..is chicken again..very nice..like it alot..but the fish and chips is not very good..more prefer fish and co. de..den slack tat..love the root beer float also..is expensive but long time no drink le..use to home made it..haha..still miss my macdonald breakfast..haha..after everything..actually wan go watch tatooist wif meatball de..but she say i tired den jiu decide tml go..meeting her tml for the last time b4 ns..i have a request which is she cant bully me tml..hhaha..dun know she can take it not..and she say she scare she will cry..haha..after tat went to sis hse and see her den jiu go home le..haha..

IT COMING REAL SOON!!

haha..2 to 3 more days..

SAT..

went back to work..as usual..fun,tired,enjoy
but tot is the last day cos see the company so packed..so boss ask me sun no need to come le..a bit sad..but til now i haven take my france jersey..they draw wif me the stupid italy again..wa cao lo..hopefully they will out..let holland and france in pls..haha..but now i love e spain jersey damn much la..i wan print FABREGAS if got it..wan cfm his number first..
for euros..i wan take FRANCE..HENRY 12 or GALLAS 5..CZECH..ROSICKY 10..HOLLAND VAN PERSIE 17..den see which one nice..will take army pay and buy..haha..cool..flood my wardrobe wif jerseys..


SUN..

tot today is rotting day for me..spend half my day PESing..den bro say wan go bugis so follow him..tis is first time go out wif him tat nv end up quarrel or unhappy de..me wan take bus den he say cab..haha..den go there walk walk..saw G2000 shirt on offer..actually wan buy the pink shirt de..but see le too messy like veggie like tat..den forget it..den go buy goggles..den watch and alarm clock..after tat dinner at KFC..long time no eat le..haha..den cabbed to sis hse..den after tat go home watch a bit soccer den mabel jiu call me le..ask me go playground find her..den after tat went tat den they slowly walk to my hse downstair den say wan come my hse..i dun know is the right or wrong desicion..they come den jiu say wan wear my jersey den they change..after tat start pillow fight..mess up is wat they did..haha..but one thing good is tat they help me change my bedsheet..haha..cos of they wan see winnie the pooh..haha..after tat ping come..den jiu PES wif him..den they 2 leave first..we PES til morning 6..den i pack my room den i slp at ard 7..den 11 close to 12 boss call me say the new workers take pay le jiu nv come work..so recall me..i faster prepare den jiu cabbed down le..as usual..work..den tis is really my last day le bah..haha..den now really damn tired..haha..wan slp le..tml still wan go out wif my 5ns..meet meatball and mei bao ling to watch movie first..hehe..

god since to play me out everytime..
whenever i tot is the end and den tat is hope appear
but when i approach to the hope
the hope since to burst
if tat my fate..wat can i do
can i be really happy?
i dun mind how long or how far..i jus wanna have it..can i?

u seem to appear in my dream..
afterall is a dream
u left after i wake up

haha..today i am a good boy..wake up ard 2..eat lunch den jiu start packing my room..now is clean and shine le..so proud of me..den i also mopped floor and i put up all e posters in my room le..my room is ready for rent..but only arsenal fans bah..so tat mean very few will come..cos my room is full of arsenal posters..my wardrobe is full of arsenal jerseys and jackets..my shelf is full wif arsenal magazines and books..mayb will put up pics to show u all bah..after tat at night IMELDA call me go out and watch tattooinst..so quickly bath and cabbed down to meet them..den reach there cabbed down to at first cine but in e end lido but we did catch e show..cos no place..sadded..somemore edwin lost one of his helmet..so unlucky..but my dad got one new customer..haha..after tat we tour ard orchard which is flooded wif ppl..nearly drown to death there..den went to cine to sit in pastamania..ate my dinner there..ham and sausage baked rice..den after jiu walk walk..den the poor imelda have to take bus wif us..den send them home jiu go home le..tat all for today bah..tml goin back to work..yea..shoes and jerseys..here i come..


as promised..
things tat i like
1. ARSENAL FOOTBALL CLUB
2.NIKE
3.THIERRY HENRY,ZIDANE
4.CHICKEN
5.SPIDERMAN
6.MARVEL SUPERHEROES AND STREET FIGHTER
7.WINNIE THE POOH ONLY
8.PIKACHU
9.COLLECT JERSEYS
10.WATCH ARSENAL FOOTBALL MATCHES
11.RAINIE YANG CHEN LING
12.GREEN APPLE/APPLE

i tink tat all bah..jus call me GUNNERS FOR LIFE or AN ARSENAL FANATIC


today something sad happen
one little hope is gone

i am sorry to treat u like tat but i dont think u give a damn..
oh bed..here i am..
nitex!!