DOWNED TO EARTH!!!!

argh..wat a diff a day make..enjoy my day well in e afternoon..but knowing arsenal drew with bringinham and da sliva cant play football for tis season anymore really pissed me off..fuck up..and seeing how fuck up newcastle defend against man u..5-1 man..sadded..pissed..fuck up..now is 3 point only..poor da sliva..jus when he start to shine and he jus left like tat..hais..life is alway like tat..but good news is now all my jie mei is not lonely anymore..haha..but wtf wif me?serving my country..so lonely..sadded..but no choice..tat is life..reality..haha..not goin to sleep today..1630 booking in..so sian..haha..going to reflect my life bah..totally regeretted tat not study well..haha..so now jus have to adapt it and fuck off bah..3 more weeks..hopefully a good posting for me..haha..and i still need to buy lots of stuff wif my 400 monthly..so fuck up..

my heart,my soul,my body is filled wif emptiness since tat day..
all i need now is motivation to POP bah..cheers..