Thursday, October 30, 2008

帶我走

the cutest woman on earth..new album coming out soon..RAINIE YANG





tis 2 days is bad days..jus sucks la..ytd out of nowhere kena fuck by ps..hais..how am i suppose to know where is the damn thick file..jus fuck like tat..damn dulan la..keep shouting like free..i seriously wanted to fuck back but got ppl pull me back..if not i dun know where i am now le la..den wanted to take off to watch arsenal game also cant..more dulan..so suck thumb stay in and play bball..play awhile den no mood liao..sleep quite early ytd and wake up at 6plus cos kor sms me say tat arsenal drew..my mood down again la..let the fucking cb spurs score 2 in 1 min..is really wtf la..damn it..fuck redknapp la..he tink he really houdini ar?they all should relegate and suffer man..screw them..all day kena from everywhere man..shit head..all blame alumina..call himself a goalkeeper..a laughing stock better la..damn him..den today before book out got combat run...5x 600m..damn shag la..tml goin bedok reserivor for 3km outcamp run..meeting an and lester at bedok mrt..650am..damn sian la..but i tink before 10am can run liao..swee..damn no mood..

seriously i need someone to bring me away man..i wan down pes..i hate soc...



每次我總 一個人走
交叉路口 自己生活
這次你卻說帶我走
某個角落 就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後 計算的步伐
每個背影 每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走
抱著緘默 不皺眉頭
這次你卻說一起走
彼此溫柔 從此以後

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後 計算的步伐
每個背影 每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

白馬溜過 漆黑盡頭
潮汐襲來 浪花轉動
凝在海岸 結成了墨
薔薇朝向 草原氣球
郵差傳來 一地彩虹
刻在心中 拍打著脈搏

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
帶我走

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

UPDATES

sun went to watch butterfly lovers..nth to say..jus tat ah sa is cute..and the ending is expected..they die peacefully and turns to beautiful butterfly..in the early noon i keep thrashing my jie fu at winning 11 la..his blackburn suck..cant wait til the 09 come out la..now playing spiderman web of shadows..not really wat i expect but still ok..

mon morning went sengkang play soccer wif jie fu frens..dun know wat i doin..my body is there but my mind is not..whole day feel damn wired..after tat went to tampines ikea..wif kor..jie and jie fu and his little sis who is jus 9 years old..keep playing wif her and pinch her nose..reach there i push her around wif the trolley..saw a work table which is red colour and it caught my eyes but the place to put monitor is too small..so forget it..kor could not get wat he want..so went to have meatballs and chicken wings and of cos hot dog bun..after tat went home..lend his sis my psp..den later jie fu send her home and fectch jie home..tat for ytd..

today wake up 8am..den cabbed down to mount faber safra..totally regret..paying the damn erp for 4 bucks and 35% charge..cost me 17 bucks..fucking hell..screw those erp man..reach there like damn early la..not much ppl de..lots of liverpool fans boasting at me..but i still ok..man u fans the most jialant..all thanks to rooney..but he is a poor guy la..whole match kena boos den some more go and kiss his club badge at the stadium tat he begins his career os somthing stupid la..lucky he nv get anything after tat..heng he nv kena send off..after tat went bowling..i seriously sucks..i play bowling like only 3-4 times in my life..damn sad la..lester were damn pro..his can bend like beckham man..like his bowling style la..after tat went vivo..shop around..sit at coffee bean..den whole company went to watch tropic thunder..the show is damn kuku but damn funny also..3 famous guy in a show..damn funny and violent..after the movie actually wan go celebrate RON de bday de..but he goin to meet gal so alot of ppl also nv follow us to city hall for din tai fung..first time go there..damn song..love the fried rice,xiao long bao and dumpling..damn power..10 ppl cost us 200 bucks..quite worth la..after rounds and rounds of talking..still cant book in tml morning..damn sad..tml got soc traning and thu and soc test..WHAT THE FUCK..but fri got out camp run..so is early fall out..we r goin bedok reservoir which i dun know how to go..sad..i love vivo cinemas..their seats is great..but is far..

Sunday, October 26, 2008

MARKSMAN DREAM OVER TOO..

jus back after outing wif kent..yes no more corporal kent now is mr kent..after he went to reds cut his hair i meet him at taka..actually goin to eat din tai fung..but lots of ppl there..so tues cohesion i tink we r goin there bah..suddenly feel like eating stingray..so go find..in e end he treat me eat sting ray,sweet and sour pork and hotplate tofu..after tat he say he wan go drink..so we went to acid bar..we drank 2 cocktails and a beer..sat there for abt 5 hours..listen to the live singer sing..lots of nice english songs..next week fri is halloween..he ask me go club..but i tink i got rt bah..see how..erm..today morning i den book out sia..so sad la..lose my marksmanship..23/36..damn it..again..i goona try for year 2..morning take cab home..change den cabbed down to play soccer wif ter ping and ang..cos ping wan to see me badly..brother hor..10 dollars play 30 mins plus i score a goal la..quite worth la..den came home bath and i sleep til 5pm den go out wif kent le..took some pics..wait for him to send to me first..update later..well..i guess tat all..i miss my bed tis week..i tues night den book in..hope to get off on wed..wat to do tml?i dun know


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TINGYUN...4 or 5 years ago celebrate wif her b4...enjoy..


learn to be content..




林凡 - 隧道

时间一分一秒
星星像白云自在的飘
独自坐在公园一角
任凭风冲进怀抱
十二点的钟声
传遍了城市每条街道
期待拥抱 又害怕会被你知道

到底是要远远看你
还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我一直要找的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己我现在很好
和你在一起的每分每秒
就像走过彩虹隧道

时间一分一秒
同一座城市 相互寻找
独自坐在公园一角
看着雨后的青草
十二点的钟声
传遍了城市每条街道
有谁知道我现在矛盾的心跳

到底是要远远看你
还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我一直要找的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己我已经看到
看到不安的背后是微笑
是我们的彩虹隧道

欢笑不停围绕
她很美 也很煎熬
我却无法选择要或不要

到底是要远远看你
还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我梦中见过的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己你没有看到
阳光地下我的新像羽毛
跟你飞过彩虹隧道

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

MY FLYING DREAM IS GONE AGAIN


WALCOTT..like ROONEY..doin super good for country and club..carry on








FULL MV..SUPER NICE







ytd bso told me and ah beng tat we not goin thailand le..cos they no need support le..of cos i was shocked and sad..alway like tat..i even make my new passport le..hais..happy at first sad all e way..craps..tis few days is crazy..cos our coy is the worse in fitness so lots of shit is coming out..soc,ippt training..combat run..lots of physical..mon i still play long hours of soccer despite sun i also played..my left leg abit swollen and few blueblack sia..now my both legs is aching like hell..lucky tml imt..go nee soon shoot the arcade first..thurs is practise den fri is actual..dun tink thurs can come out..so sian..also i tink is sat den book out but lucky mon is holiday..den tues goin vivo and watch movie again..watching tropic thunder..got kungfu panda plus ironman plus nights in the museum..should nice..heard tat max payne sux..found out tat online can watch so i will save tis money..long time no watch horror le..coffin looks ok only..mayb watching tat..today i ask the auntie
to give me lots of carrots cos is western today den my fren say i look like bugs bunny den i say he look like mr potatoe..dinner also got eat carrots..afterall the taste not bad la..cos carrots can boast ur eye sight and i tink i got night blindness..i will try to aim for marksmen not mask man hor..stupid ter..cos got 200 bucks plus off sia..hope i can see at night..for the past one week can u believe i only listen to one song 说好的幸福呢..at home i will blast my com til my bro and sis cnt tahan..at camp i blast using my psp and listen alone in office wif mp3..i tink is so can addicted le bah..i tink is his best song ever bah..quite disaapointed wif his new album..usually i will put his whole album in my mp3 de..tis week my fantasy soccer earn damn lots of points..thanks to nasri,zaki and rooney man..damn proud to push ang down..hope i do well for my range..and i can reach the highest point fastest..and dec come quickly..cos i got lots of leave to clear..i m dissapointed tat i cant fly


so near yet so far..is another missed chance


XI GUAN JIU HAO..the earth still spin however..times fly faster pls..

well done gunners..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

说好的幸福呢 / 失落非主流




your drawing is in a mess
at this moment in time
i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain
the sweetness is scattered


a mysterious tugging of my emotions
i'm still loving you
accompanying your singing here and there
pretending it's all ok now


time passed and left
love is faced with a choice
you've become cold and i've cried
the unhappiness at the beginning
you just wrote them on a post card
sometimes love can only be like this it's really painful



what happened, you're tired, hadn't we agreed, to have happiness
i understand, don't say anymore, love had weakened, my dreams have sunk
being happy and not, narrating them one after another, you can't bear it
those feelings of having loved are too deep, i still remember them



you're not waiting anymore, hadn't we agreed, to have happiness
i've been wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, i've come to regret
only that musical box of memories continue to turn
how can it be stopped?



HAPPINESS ALWAYS AND ONLY BELONG TO YOU..BE HAPPY




dun forget to watch hotshot ep 12..is sad very sad..i tink next week end le cos ter say 13 only..i trust ter but i dun tink so lei..after i saw the preview

always no.1 YUAN DA YING..

Saturday, October 11, 2008

失落非主流

yesterday went steamboat at metilda hse..fun..lots of food..after that play game of life..kena target..return home late but wake up early today..actually goin out by nv le..later goin back to slp le..waiting for mummy buy breakfast for me..tis 2 days no epl..cos is international week..i guess i will be watching england match..cos got theo walcott..hope he dun get injure..and fabregas recently say that if arsenal dun win any thing tis season he will leave..very good..we need to sell our stars again..it seem like we r a feeder club..hais..mayb winning trophies is more important winning beatiful..money is also important tat loyalty..ppl change and world change..hais..strange..my frens all playing the new fifa 09 but i stick to my stand..to stay loyal to winning eleven..the new 1 will come out next month..i tink is after i return from thailand..sian..my frens tell me y so loyal and good..u dun get any thing return..well..no choice..cos is jus me..i m born like tat..erm..i tink tat all bah..nth to blog le..






失落非主流 - 周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐
怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐

Thursday, October 9, 2008

FINALLY..I M FLYING

tis 2 days went for the chemical defense thing..was quite fun..cos u will sweat and cry as if u never before..went to the chamber today..wif the mask on is still ok..when i took out..the tears gas went thru my nose and eyes and i start to have running nose and cry..and my head got the burning sensation and my throat is burning too..no wonder the gas is tears gas..even commando cry while doing tat..is a once a lifetime experience again..damn fun..see many ppl cry today..den 23 and 24 going for atp..shooting..damn long nv hold my m-16 and shoot liao..but i dun like cause shooting is fun but cleaning is hell..and Nov 2nd i going to thailand to support atec..i volunteer to go..cos is between 4 of the newcomer..jackson is a chao keng..so he got lot of excuse..so he out..ah beng wan go badly..so he in..cos lester got girlfren..so he let me go cos i nv sit before aeroplane..will be there for 2 weeks only..is another new experience..quite excited..but my mummy is worried abt me..ask me why i so stupid to volunteer myself..those go got 3 days off for my bso and haven plus the off co give..so it shoud be quite cool over there..hope i can survive and come back..tml got run..sibei sian..save me..


talking about crying..tis song make ones cry..你不爱我-康康


习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我 是我舍不得
是我不配 为你在狼狈
你不爱我 你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我 是我舍不得
是我不配 和命运作对
你不爱我 你真的不爱我
一直以为 我是后卫
原来只是 那后备

Monday, October 6, 2008

That's something only love can do





yes..today got night out given by bso..some of them went to watch house bunny..not very wan to watch so come home and do my things..of cos jus watch finished hot shot ep 11..damn cool..next ep is better..tis ep is damn cool..very exciting and emo too..ppl faster go watch..go youku.com if youtube cannot..tml i tink got night out again..and i got 13 days of leave..starting from next month every mon and fri i will be on leave..mayb goin msia wif family..still dun know the plan..and arsenal drew again..wtf la..damn angry..liverpool luck is still there..hais..the world is unfair man..is alway like tat


Trademark - Only Love

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

Friday, October 3, 2008

TIS SUCKS!!

wed night book in..saw all of them back..i shuld be happy..but i dun know y..i jus cant be..erm..cant sleep tat night til 4 am..wake up at 6am cos need to set up pa system..cos is battalion pt kit day..morning was damn sian..nv play any game..cos no very well..sore throat and cough..some more got kena rain..afternoon was somehow pick to join tug of war..won the 1st round easily by 2-0 and lose the finals 2-1..so near yet so far..is alway like tat..2-1 is curse scoreline..jus hate tis feeling..it cant go..after tat night got concert..was slacking in a corner..dun seem to enjoy..all the english song i dun know de..look alien to me..den went back bunk..wanted to play soccer but my body is too tired..so play psp de soccer wif some of them to late night again..cos i cant sleep..today morning book out..waited for the bus super long..damn flare up and fed up..cause is hot..went to ne tours..on the bus i jus pluck my mp3 and sleep all e way..make us walk alot..but gonna say last time those jap assholes is really big time fucker..unforgiven..den noon went to vivo..have lunch at carls jr..for the damn first time..but cos 10 plus bucks..but is nice..i swear..better than botak jones..den went to vivo cinema and watch eagle eye again..but is a good show..but i tink metilda dun understand..very sorry..it remind me of i robot..the action was damn cool and the plot is nice..the ending was like unexpected..i fall aslp in the theater at the starting.. after the movie i got flu..after tat went vivo bus stop and wait for ang and ter to go qway..finally got my arsenal white polo tee..pocket now have a big hole..wat to do..is my unchange bad habit..den eat dinner at mac and den ter come my house sit sit to take his man u poster..is sunday book in..tml got soccer match..pls dun let me sick when i watch arsenal match again..is a nightmare..stupid feeling..it suck..so gunners prove all doubters wrong


go away my flu,cough and sore throat..i wont fall..i am fit zai..but i hate tis feeling..i like the taste of stingray but is spicy..thanks anyway..

omg..hope i can sleep peacefully..pls............

u wont see it and i wont show it..it all broken and hiding inside..cos u will never know..

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

FUN..FUN..FUN..GOALS..GOALS..GOALS

ytd first half of my day is super shag..second half was fun and more fun..abt 8 plus went to find metilda...say she wan watch mirror wif imelda and edwin..den when i reach there it was rainin damn big..so stay at her house first..den til her cousin come and say she wanna watch too so we all went together..we cabbed down..in the end we never watch mirror which i tink is a better choice 1000 thousand better..if not someone will cry and scare til the face the green..so we watch connected..nice movie..dun intend to watch de..but no regret after watching..nice..funny and action packed..later still goin watch eagle eye..after that went home and saw arsenal won 4-0..at least the scoreline make me happy a gear..but porto dun seem much threat..if i am wenger now..i will make lots of changes and train more on how to defend corners pls..every team play wif us seem so easy to score a corner but we all..sometime cant take a proper corner..i tink we should invite bolton coaches to our team to teach us that..all if the height is the prob den sign a 2m tall defender and ask the gallas to fuck off..strip his captain band and sell him..hand the captain to toure or fabregas..at least the show better attitude and leadership that him..he is a central defend and yet u like to go infront..and he have fucking bad temper and zero leadership...he cant rise the team morale..overall he is a failure..and he is now added to my most hatred arsenal players..


lucky i not sick now..if not someone will be mad at me..but yesterday i really did sleep early..no bluff u liao..still waiting for u to wake up..



another hot shot song by jerry yan..dong fangxiang..he impove his singing le..very nice..

籃球火 片尾曲
《一半》



一直等 一個人等了很久
這一場 獨角戲 是很寂寞

春夏秋冬我的窗口
只有風經過

愛很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走後 我的心 變得脆弱
聽一首歌 也覺得痛
但我誰也沒有說
右邊的座位 右邊的枕頭
都已經空了那麼久
為你守候
那是因為 我已經看透

沒有了你的愛
這個我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
為誰努力我也不明白

沒有人能取代
一個圓的另一半

我固執 我等待
等風再把你帶回來