FINALLY..I M FLYING

tis 2 days went for the chemical defense thing..was quite fun..cos u will sweat and cry as if u never before..went to the chamber today..wif the mask on is still ok..when i took out..the tears gas went thru my nose and eyes and i start to have running nose and cry..and my head got the burning sensation and my throat is burning too..no wonder the gas is tears gas..even commando cry while doing tat..is a once a lifetime experience again..damn fun..see many ppl cry today..den 23 and 24 going for atp..shooting..damn long nv hold my m-16 and shoot liao..but i dun like cause shooting is fun but cleaning is hell..and Nov 2nd i going to thailand to support atec..i volunteer to go..cos is between 4 of the newcomer..jackson is a chao keng..so he got lot of excuse..so he out..ah beng wan go badly..so he in..cos lester got girlfren..so he let me go cos i nv sit before aeroplane..will be there for 2 weeks only..is another new experience..quite excited..but my mummy is worried abt me..ask me why i so stupid to volunteer myself..those go got 3 days off for my bso and haven plus the off co give..so it shoud be quite cool over there..hope i can survive and come back..tml got run..sibei sian..save me..


talking about crying..tis song make ones cry..你不爱我-康康


习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我 是我舍不得
是我不配 为你在狼狈
你不爱我 你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我 是我舍不得
是我不配 和命运作对
你不爱我 你真的不爱我
一直以为 我是后卫
原来只是 那后备