jus back from my aunt house..expected my mum did not go..so my dad and i went..it have been a long time since i ride on dad motor..the cute little bike which cant go fast..but still never change i still like to sit on tat bike..cos the wind is so cooling..i guess i will never got to feel it alone bah..cos i can never have a bike license...tis is a promise to dad..went there around 4 plus 5..as usual it will be boring..did not bring my psp as it is charging at home..reach there saw them play WII..most of them is kids so never go snatch from them..after tat most of them i tink is all of them got DS..tat was a shocker la..some of them even have much better phones compare to me..nowadays kids are super lucky..i guess next time u will see a 10 years old kids carry a lappy around le bah..now they dun even need toys jus handheld electronic toys..a few of them have DS and got PSP..how good sia..so as i am getting bore i call my bro to bring my PSP down also..lucky for me..is was a right choice..cos i at there for so many hours..usually is mum who will wait for dad de..but tis year is diff..dad will be so poor thing if i left him..so i jus sat there..watch tv and play PSP..den start to gamble and i tink in half an hour i lost 20 bucks le...and tat is my limits..so i quit and watch tv again..i guess my year will be unlucky again...and tis year i guess no one will come to my house le bah..after today incident..my mum wont invite them to our house and so my sis will invite them over bah..wasted my time and effort to do nice nice my room..i guess no one will see it bah..i dun know how long tis war will end..mum is always so stubborn..she jus simply dun listen to anyone..be the smallest in the family i shall stay neutral til things turn bad..i jus super pity to dad only..well..i guess and i hope tat tis thing will end fast..and i hope i will have a better year ahead...after 19 years le..why jus things go my way??? cos tis world is unfair and complicated..and tml mayb goin to my cousin house bah..i guess i have no choice to aviod it...dad will only pick me and wont pick my bro..i guess tis CNY is one of those i should forget early bah..becos after tis next week i goin outfield...life sux....i only ask for a more simply life and some respect.....can u answer to my demand.....u will never ever!!!