well..finally home sweet home...3 days 2 nights was spend at the training area at gedong camp..never bath..never sleep well and lots of stuffs...went back to camp on sat night..was so fuck up la..still dun know y they choose sunday to move out..sun morning wake up at 6plus...went to prepare and pack den move out le......took around 1 hours plus to reach there...damn long and heaty..afterall was quite relax at there..jus cant sleep properly and need to stay awake to mends the comms...back hurts when lying down on the bench..cos is damn hard la.....1st time outfield and see they training....nth really much happen....jus super boring...the only i like is tat the stars at night...no fireflies was spotted..quite sad...but stars is the only thing i like afterall...i can spend hours staring at the stars and think of lots of stuffs.....they are so near but u cant reach for them...


was back to camp at 5pm today...went back of cos is the bath for super long time la....is so refresh and cooling..den faster change and get ready for night out le......others was telling me lots of bad news.......feb will be a busy month and mar also bah......the bigger among all bad news is..MAYB I AM GOIN TO THE SAME PLACE OUTFIELD NEXT WEEK AGAIN!!!!!!!....wtf and i guess is 80 percent comfirmed...jus wait for BSO orders bah..i dun wan to go..i wan my weekend de......i super long never go town le la.......i still wan my movies de....of cos my soccer matches..hais..hais......and then on 13th feb,16 and 17..i goin for my year 2 range...after tat end of feb i might goin outfield again...and tat is one more in mar.......is really WTF........i goin depressed real soon..i need sometime to chill and relax pls............i wan my weekends and i need to study real soon.....................................


i am so goin to bore to death........................pls save me from all tis crap..........


is all so dull and greyed................i need colours in my life